I am reconciled to the fact that I am a horrible blogger. I am not a very open person. I do not really share a lot about myself. What was I thinking trying to blog? Oh yeah, I thought it would help me become more comfortable sharing my life...hasn't happened yet. I am a work in progress and I apologize to those who get frustrated when you check my blog...to no avail (Sarah). I am not promising change, I would not do such a thing. Please continue to check back though; who knows, maybe I'll blog about something intriguing. Again, no promises!
I will wake up tomorrow, having willingly joined the ranks of the unemployed (note willingly joined, willingly). I leave Backyard Adventures(BA), my home for the past 5+years, behind. I choose this path, with the support of my husband, for myself. I am ready to trust that there is something more important for me to do with my time. I am ready to find out what that is. I leave a lifestyle behind. I have come to eat, drink, breath and live BA. I can honestly say that I gave my all in my job. I pride myself in being a loyal employee and hard worker. I enjoy the satisfaction of being responsible and for the things I accomplished in the time I have been employed there. I leave a part of myself at Backyard Adventures. I have made some of the best friends working there. I have learned to trust people and invite them into my life. I have become the woman I am today because of my employment there. I cherish all the memories made. I will miss seeing my friends everyday, but I am confident that our friendships will exist "in real life". My husband married me not fully appreciating what my job entailed...(getting engaged 2 days after meeting doesn't really allow for a lot of "getting to know you time" :-) ) But, he has been nothing but supportive the entire time I have worked there. My schedule was not flexible, I missed out on a lot of things, but Dustin never complained. He knew I was dedicated 100% to my job. A big thank you to Dustin for putting up with me and my job for the last 2 years. And an even bigger thank you to him, for allowing me to quit my job with no plans for the future. Thank you for trusting me and supporting me.
I leave with a little sadness, but overall peace. I will miss my friends and being able to see them daily. I leave with excitement and anticipation for the what future holds.
Tomorrow is a new day. What will it bring?